Truth-bearing moist eyes pull a lie to wipe them off,

Giving excuses to the world.

Creating a facade of calm and peace,

Hiding the deep yearning,

and mourning of my dead hope.

An observation

Some people are so sensitive to criticism (regardless of whether they show it or not) that the slightest sign of rejection would throw them into a self-created depression where they will mourn alone, keeping more and more issues unresolved, piling them up lethargically only to find a tall heap of fears haunting them later. A weak mind can thus be easily disturbed by blows of varying intensity at different points in time. And what consequently develops is a defensive, protective shield that would definitely protect them at that time only at the cost of alienating them from the loving, supportive people in their lives who show them a mirror. So their worst fears - fear of rejection, loneliness- come true, continuing that same self-created cycle.

Controlled silent tears through wistful nights,

Persistent hope,

Passionate prayers,

And deep sighs -

Seduction is what they all lack!

None of these can bring him back..